Blues, I am in a hue of blue all around me. A shroud of uncertainty, self doubt and disengagement seems to have clouded my sunshine. Is it still grief of losing him or a sense of loneliness that has permeated my being; I am unsure..
It's been 2 years of my father's passing away and facing a life without his presence has been tough, to say the least. I feel bereft, alone, unsure ...each day I pull myself together and each day his memories come back in a thousand ways. Things that remind me of him, words that echo his thoughts and philosophy. Grief refuses to leave my side and I am now comfortable in its steady presence. Things are never just things, they are testaments of time spent with loved ones.. something as mu dane as his chair or his sweater reminds me of him. The mood is blue 🔵
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